I Haven’t Killed Myself Yet (Much to the chagrin of all the emo kids in the world)

Probably you’re wondering if I’m still alive. That last blog entry was a bit tumultuous. But yes, I’m hanging in here. Though I still count the days and still feel like I’m in a prison, time is moving fast enough. Though, I think for the first time in my life, I might honestly hit the fast forward button if I could. Never before have I been so all-consumed with a single passion. Going home. At least, not in recent memory. It’s rather detrimental to everyday life.In other news, last weekend I went to Dresden. I will have a full write-up of the trip coming… sometime… after my UK trip, second UK trip, Italy trip, and Olomouc trip write-ups I guess… But, the point is, it was a great thing. It made me see how much I really do love Germany. As soon as I stepped off the bus, a happiness filled me that comes from somewhere deep inside. I even felt physically better – my skin seemed to be healthier and my lips were vibrant and red. It was just so great to get that mental stimulation of communicating with other human beings in a different language that I actually understand. My brain is turning to rot here, so the chance to practice my German and actual think a little was wonderful.

Today is a music festival in Hradec Kralove known as Majales. I don’t really know what it’s about, but it starts at 1 PM. I have class until 2:05, won’t get back to my house until 2:30, and my roommate isn’t done until 4:30… so I don’t know what time I will be heading over. Luckily I only have one class today, because my conversation lesson cancelled because she is also going to the festival!

Flashback of the day: Livejournal sent me an email today telling me this account would be purged soon. I was confused when I got the email, because my name is certainly not Brandon Weller. However, as I clicked on the page and started reading, I suddenly remembered everything. This was a blog I had started back in the day as a sort of writing project. I had intended to use blogging as a means to craft a novel. The idea still really fascinates me, and if you read through the lone entry, I think an absence of seven years would actually be really plausible for this character!  Perhaps I will commit to drafting more entries 🙂 That is, after I start updating this blog more often! Pretty sure I intended for this to be a secret, to see if people would actually believe it, but what the heck. It’s a little late for that.

That’s all for now. More updates will have to occur sometime soon. There is so much to tell, and not enough time to tell it.

Kristy Snyder

I'm a creative and quirky woman just looking to make her mark on the world. Writer, thinker, crafter, doer. Loves playing ice hockey and curling up with a good book. Traveling is a foremost passion and the road is always calling. Above all, I try to be an enjoyer of life.

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