I Haven’t Killed Myself Yet (Much to the chagrin of all the emo kids in the world)

Probably you’re wondering if I’m still alive. That last blog entry was a bit tumultuous. But yes, I’m hanging in here. Though I still count the days and still feel like I’m in a prison, time is moving fast enough. Though, I think for the first time in my life, I might honestly hit the fast forward button if I could. Never before have I been so all-consumed with a single passion. Going home. At least, not in recent memory. It’s rather detrimental to everyday life.In other news, last weekend I went to Dresden. I will have a full write-up of the trip coming… sometime… after my UK trip, second UK trip, Italy trip, and Olomouc trip write-ups I guess… But, the point is, it was a great thing. It made me see how much I really do love Germany. As soon as I stepped off the bus, a happiness filled me that comes from somewhere deep inside. I even felt physically better – my skin seemed to be healthier and my lips were vibrant and red. It was just so great to get that mental stimulation of communicating with other human beings in a different language that I actually understand. My brain is turning to rot here, so the chance to practice my German and actual think a little was wonderful.

Today is a music festival in Hradec Kralove known as Majales. I don’t really know what it’s about, but it starts at 1 PM. I have class until 2:05, won’t get back to my house until 2:30, and my roommate isn’t done until 4:30… so I don’t know what time I will be heading over. Luckily I only have one class today, because my conversation lesson cancelled because she is also going to the festival!

Flashback of the day: Livejournal sent me an email today telling me this account would be purged soon. I was confused when I got the email, because my name is certainly not Brandon Weller. However, as I clicked on the page and started reading, I suddenly remembered everything. This was a blog I had started back in the day as a sort of writing project. I had intended to use blogging as a means to craft a novel. The idea still really fascinates me, and if you read through the lone entry, I think an absence of seven years would actually be really plausible for this character!  Perhaps I will commit to drafting more entries 🙂 That is, after I start updating this blog more often! Pretty sure I intended for this to be a secret, to see if people would actually believe it, but what the heck. It’s a little late for that.

That’s all for now. More updates will have to occur sometime soon. There is so much to tell, and not enough time to tell it.